Sunday, July 7, 2013

Last Assignment! (hopefully :)) : Minjok

Minjok ; the past and the future





The concept of ‘Minjok’ is deeply rooted in our lives as Koreans. We use this idea to describe and explain Koreans’ unity in many different circumstances from sports events to Korean literature. Yet, not so many people fully understand the concept of ‘Minjok’ or Korea’s ethnic nationalism. This lack of understanding might prove to be disastrous. Only by understanding how the concept of ‘Minjok’ came about and by scrutinizing its relevance to contemporary Korea are we able to fully understand and to successfully apply the concept to our past, present, and future. 


The best starting point of our analysis would be to consider the meaning and the history of the term ‘Minjok’. In essence, Korean ethnic nationalism (Minjok) is a sense of Korean identity based on the belief that Koreans are whole and unified through several important factors such as common bloodline and a shared, distinct culture. Simple as it seems, the background of the term is much more complex.


Identitiy

  The concept of ‘Minjok’ started to emerge among Korean intellectuals in the early 20th century. During this time, Korea was under Japanese colonial rule. Before the Korean-Japanese treaty of 1905, when Korea’s right to govern was mostly taken away, Japan went through a period of significant modernization. Under the newly established ‘Meiji’ government, Japan followed the footsteps of Germany and adopted many of its political and economic strategies. By the early 20th century, Japan became an Asian superpower and started to expand its borders through colonization.  Japan used the term ‘Greater East Asia Co-Prosperity Sphere’ to justify its actions against other countries, claiming that Japan is promoting the cultural and economic unity and progress of the East Asian race. The underlying purpose was to bring people under Japanese nationalism. Korean intellectuals rejected this notion and tried to promote Korean ethnic nationalism, making use of the newly phrased term ‘Minjok’ in their efforts to do so.

The Japanese Empire
Some of the main figures of the Korean independence movement who used the concept of ‘Minjok’ are Shin-Chae-Ho and Lee-Gwang-Soo. The reason behind their importance is not solely based on their usage of the term, but their method of utilizing the concept and the significant impact of their works, even to our present-day. The main approach they took trying to promote the notion of ‘Minjok’ was by using historical figures in Korean history.



Shin-Chae-Ho
Lee-Gwang-Soo
For example, the scholar Shin-Chae-Ho published a book, <Ul-Ji-Mun-Duk (을지문덕 乙支文德) >where he wrote about an historical event where the Chinese Sui invaded Goguryeo. Here, Shin-Chae-Ho described Ul-Ji-Mun-Duk’s heroic act that was a key factor in winning the Sal-Su-Dae-Chub, a historical battle that brought Goguryeo-Sui war to an end for Goguryeo’s victory. He particularly emphasized the general’s character such as his courage and his sacrifice to the nation from foreign invasion. Another scholar named Lee-Gwang-Soo wrote a book called <Lee-Soon-Shin-Jun>, a story of a famous general during the Korean-Japanese war (1594), also a Korean Minjok Leadership Academy figure. Lee-Gwang-Soo similarly praised Lee-Soon-Shin for his heroic acts. There are also lots of other scholars who wrote stories of historical figures, but they all have in common that by emphasizing the patriotic side of the great men in Korean history and tried to define the characteristics of the Korean people under the concept of one Minjok. By trying to emphasize and define the Korean ‘Minjok’ as hard working, patriotic, etc, they were able to make great contributions to strengthen and specify the already existent concept of Minjok in the Korean society.

Lee-Soon-Shin

Up to this point, this act of Korean ethnic nationalism wasn’t so special inside the global community. Other countries such as France, Germany, and Japan also had this sense of unity in their nation. However, as time passed and WWII came to an end, the sense of nationalism weakened. This was presumably because their fundamental belief was based on a single community, not a strong bloodline like the Koreans. Furthermore, the foreign countries concept of Ultra-nationalism and Nazism crumbled through the defeat of the WWII, while our concept of Minjok remains solid for our belief as mentioned before is focused on the bloodline and culture.


Collapse of Nazism



The idea of ‘Minjok’ reaches its peak in the 1960s during president ‘Park Chung-Hee’’s term in office. President ‘Park-Chung-Hee’ emphasized the concept of ‘Minjok’ in order to legitimate his foreceful ruling. To be more specific, he stressed the loyalty of the citizens to their nation, which meant that the people of Korea had to take in sacrifices meant for development and a promising future of Korea. This was done by bringing all people under the idea of ‘Minjok’.
Statue of Lee-Soon-Shin
Still, in present day Korea, there are many traces that we can find of his dominant authority and his emphasis on the concept of ‘Minjok’. For example, the statue of Lee-Soon-Shin in Gwang-Ha square in Seoul was built during the Park-Chung-Hee era. The president emphasized Lee-Soon-Shin as he was a key symbol of Korean history concerning one’s sacrifice to Korea. He died in his last battle against the Japanese marines. Furthermore, every school that was built during this period has a statue of Lee-Soon-Shin or Dan-gun, one who is said to have established the first Korean nation. My middle school also has a statue of Dan-gun and this also stresses the loyalty and sacrifice for the country as we all gather and salute to the flag and the statue every Monday. Other examples are the Korean National Pledge that was created in 1968. The pledge says that one must sacrifice everyday for the nation and the glory of our people. So as you can see, during this period, a sense of Korean nationalism or ‘Minjok’ was enforced into the modern day Korea.
[1] 신선희(Sun-Hee Shin), <근대 초 위인전을 통해 본 한국인의 정체성 형성 방법>, 3-5
http://congress.aks.ac.kr/korean/files/2_1357707735.pdf



(Korean National Pledge)

This is where the ‘Necessary Illusion’ can be added into the context. The emphasis on sacrifice to the country could be said as a ‘Necessary Illusion’ used in order to cover up the real problem. In this case, the real problems during the Park-Chung-Hee era were labor and democracy problems. By stressing the unquestioning obedience and sacrifice of the Korean people, the urgency and importance of labor and democracy problems were covered-up. So, the ‘Necessary Illusion’ could be said as a crucial factor that blocked democratic development of the Korean society. To rephrase, the concept of ‘Minjok’ was used as a ‘Necessary Illusion’ by the government at that time to cover up the pressing matters such as democratic policy adoption and labor rights.

Jeon Tae-il 
So this is where we face a very important and difficult question. Does the end justify the means? While the forceful development of the past has ignored the human rights, there aren’t so many people who are angry with the amazing economic development we have gone through in half a century. However, we cannot say that end justifies the means. To back this argument the situation of labor in the past and present could be used. In the 70’s the working environment of the labors was in a serious state, where the sanity and the safety of the workshops were not properly protected by the government. Angry about this situation a worker called Jeon Tae-il commits a suicide by burning himself in order to notify the situation of the workers in Korea in and out of the nation. This problem between the employees and the employers is still eminent today. The labor problems happening inside companies such as 쌍용(Ssangyong), and 현대(Hyundai) is the consequence of such problems not solved in the past, specifically the excessive emphasis on the concept of ‘Minjok’ and the sacrifice required by the government. Therefore, the end does not justify the means. The Necessary Illusion is only covering up the problem for now, but not really solving the problem.

The concept of ‘minjok’ could not be said that is meaningless in the present Korean Society. There are certainly some elements of the concept that could be considered positive to our society, such as in times where our nation became one, cheering for the national team in the 2002 world cup, etc….. However, the concept of ‘Minjok’, can be said to be incompatible in many areas in today’s situation. There are two main folds to why I think this concept is incompatible; it does not fit into the trend of globalization, and it effects negatively to the problem of Korean unification.

2002 World Cup



Of course I am not saying that the globalization is always a good thing. There are certainly needs for the concept of nationalism as it can filter what to take in or not. However, a successful and a more idealistic globalization is when every other race, culture and people can coexist peacefully inside one society. The concept of ‘minjok’ in Korea is disturbing such coexistence for we emphasis to our children from a very young age that we are a single race and that we have a  unified bloodline. These factors of ‘Minjok’ is creating disharmony between the Koreans and foreign labors, which means that we are losing valuable potential human resources which could haul our economy to a more developed state. The disharmony extends to foreign cultures, foreign ideologies, etc. Another example of such disharmony is the way Koreans treat to foreigners when some accidents happen to our citizens. In 2002, two female students were killed by a tank from the US army, by accident. Outraged by this accident, the citizens of Korea began to show their anger by assaulting random foreigners whom weren’t even Americans. Looking at these past incidents, it is clear that the concept of ‘Minjok’ and unity is causing disruption for a peaceful relationship with foreign countries, cultures, and people, and it is certainly against the ideals of a successful globalization. Korea should modify their concept of ‘Minjok’ as a strong, unified, distinct group. Realizing that this stubborn concept is incompatible to our present day, we should try to open up the concept of ‘Minjok’ to other people who share the same sense of belonging to Korea.

The increase of foreigners in Korea


Secondly, the concept of ‘Minjok’ is actually preventing the unification of North and South Korea. It is true that the ‘peaceful minjok unity’ is the fundamental principle for peaceful unification. However as 60 years have passed since both Koreas got divided, there are not much factors to find in common between these two countries nowadays. Language, culture, idea is becoming different every day. Considering this fact, the ongoing efforts of unification under the theme of ‘Minjok’ could be somewhat meaningless. While the concept of ‘Minjok’ in both Koreas is focused on the fact that North and the South Korea are the same as we share the same bloodline, the reality is not. So rather than just stressing this incompatible concept of ‘Minjok’ as a key to reunification, trying to focus and develop on what little is left that can be said as common to the two Koreas, it would be more efficient to analysis the differences between the two countries and try to overcome these differences. Overall that solution would be more suitable for the present situation.

Efforts for Unification

To put it into a nutshell while the concept of ‘Minjok’ started as a mere motive to resist the treachery of Japanese – Empire, it has caused much more fundamental impacts to our history and the Korean Society. Though the concept of ‘Minjok’ might have been effective in the past, it is beginning to show signs of problem in our modern society as the necessary illusion only covers up the problems, not solving it. Such example is the problems of labor rights. Now the time has come for us Koreans to rethink about the term ‘Minjok.’ Of course I’m not saying that we should completely rebuild the meanings of the term, but to cut out the parts that is lacking today’s trend in the globalized society. In addition to add factors that could lead to a more harmonious relationship between the foreign society and Korea. Everything resembles Janus, there are always some factors that might benefits or otherwise harm the society. This logic could also be applied to the concept of ‘Minjok’, while the term ‘Minjok’ has both sides of benefit and harm it is the job of today’s people to minimize the harms and to maximize the benefits.
Janus

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Finals !!



Tired.....







Zzzzzzzzzzzz.....

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The Golden Gate Bridge


Balancing on that red thin rope

Imagining myself as a clown

Wish I could go back

to the Past

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Introducing a Book!

<The Selfish Gene>


This book "The Selfish Gene" was published

in 1976. At that time this book was a

sensation to the field of Biology. For what

the author Richard Dawkins argued was

completely different than what was

generally believed in that society at that

period.

To summarize the approach Richard Dawkins took is simply a new perspective; to look at

the matter at a very small scale, in this case genes.

Richard tried to explain the whole phenomenon of the biological society from the scale of

genes. He believes that everything that is happening around this world is due to the

selfishness of individual genes.

For example, the scenes where we see the same species helping each out such as

relation between mother and child. On the surface this might look far away from

selfishness. For they are helping 'others' not themselves. But this is where Richard

Dawkins throws the question. "Are they really 'others?'" The answer is ; "no"  By looking

from the perspective of genes the genes of the same species especially the one that are

directly connected is the same. By helping 'others' ultimately it is the same act as helping

themselves.

Like this Richard elaborates his own analysis of how he interpreted the ecosystem

through the lens of his 'gene' point of view.

Even though 30 years have passed this <The Selfish Gene> is still in the bestseller lists.

There got to be the reason for this. The reason is that his theory developed 30 years ago

still have some points that could be further elaborated in the 21th century. So to put it

into a nutshell, everyone whether they are interested in biology or not could not miss the

chance to read this fascinating book of Richard's!


Recommending Movie !! JARHEAD!


JARHEAD!


This movie made in 2005 is said that it is the closest thing the ordinary people got in order to get a realistic look into the marines life in the army.

And as stated it was one of my favorite military movie I have ever seen. The way the soldiers behave to the officers and how they spoke to each other was so real that it almost seemed that the actors were actual soldiers fighting in Iraq. 

Most of the military movies often focus on the main mission given to the team of soldiers . The factor that is unique about this movie becomes eminent here. In this movie the story line is not focused on accomplishing the mission, rather it is more focused on describing the military life as real as possible. Thankfully it worked.

To rephrase one more time, I had a great time watching this movie and I hope that my post readers would take my advice to watch it themselves and feel the amusement and a bit of touching moments at the end!

Thank You !

Friday, June 14, 2013

My Interest Biology Experiment - 3

The name of the experiment : Pigment Chromatography


1. What is Chromatography?

-> The basic meaning of Chromatography means the method used in laboratories in order to separate different mixtures. How this works is using the time difference for different mixture to climb up a certain material.
So by plunging the material used for chromatography into a certain liquid and dabbing the mixed mixture at the bottom the liquid begins to climb up the material. In addition to this phenomenon the dabbed mixture begins to climb also with each differential speed. So in the end after waiting long enough  until there is no more climbing, we can see that the mixtures have been separated due to the differential time needed for the mixture to climb.

2. Experiment No.1

< White Royal Azalea >
- Collect five blossoms of this flower
- Remove the pistil, stamen, and calyx and grind the remaining flowers.
- Add in some liquid with the mixture of 1 : 3 ratio to Aceton and Methanol and mix it well
- Extract the liquid mixed with the ground flower and put it in a centrifuge.
- After the centrifuge, extract the liquid and dab it to your material for Chromatography.
- Place the material into a substance and wait.
- After a while examine it withe bare eyes.
- After that examine it with ultraviolet light.

3. Experiment No.2

< Reddish Royal Azalea >
- Collect five blossoms of this flower
- Remove the pistil, stamen, and calyx and grind the remaining flowers.
- Add in some liquid with the mixture of 1 : 3 ratio to Aceton and Methanol and mix it well
- Extract the liquid mixed with the ground flower and put it in a centrifuge.
- After the centrifuge, extract the liquid and dab it to your material for Chromatography.
- Place the material into a substance and wait.
- After a while examine it withe bare eyes.
- After that examine it with ultraviolet light.

4. Experiment No.3

< Yellow Daisy >
- Collect 5 blosom of this
- This time removing the pistil, stamen, and calyx is impossible for the parts are all too small.
- Add in some liquid with the mixture of 1 : 3 ratio to Aceton and Methanol and mix it well
- Extract the liquid mixed with the ground flower and put it in a centrifuge.
- After the centrifuge, extract the liquid and dab it to your material for Chromatography.
- Place the material into a substance and wait.
- After a while examine it withe bare eyes.
- After that examine it with ultraviolet light.

5. Analyze and Conclusion

1) Royal Azalea has some highlighting pigments in it's components .
2) On the other hand Daisy doesn't have the factor needed to light up the chromatography in the ultraviolet light.

&

<Things that could have been improved>

1) Taking a more careful attention to the amount of liquids used in the experiment in order for the experiment to have more higher accuracy.


THE END!!!

Thursday, June 13, 2013

CROSSOVER!!!!

CROSSOVER


June 13 2013 crossover won the gangwon athletics competition 2 times in a row since 2012

<The results>

The quarterfinals
횡성 : 양양
49 : 12 Win  

Semi-finals
횡성 : 영월
56 : 40 Win

Finals
횡성 : 정선 
50 : 24  Double Score!! 


Sunday, June 9, 2013

To the DMZ......

  Today I had a very unique and special experience. I was actually able to go into the 'citizen restricted area' in the DMZ. The reason I was able to go into this zone was because from this year I am participating a NGO group's project which is to study the environmental society  in the DMZ. 

  So what is DMZ and what is so special about it? 



  The Korean Demilitarized Zone(DMZ) is a strip of land running across the Korean Peninsula that serves as a buffer zone between  North and South Korea which runs along the 38th parallel north. the DMZ cuts the Korean Peninsula roughly in half, crossing the 38th parallel on an angle. With the west end of the DMZ lying south of the parallel and the east end lying north of it. It was created as part of the Korean Armistice Agreement between North Korea, the People's Republic of China, and the United Nations Command forces in 1953.

  To
 rephrase this DMZ(Korean Demilitarized Zone) is a kind of a belt that penetrates the Korean Peninsula from West to East roughly around the 38th parallel on the angel. This zone acts as a buffer between the North and the South  giving the each side time to notice and prepare for one side tries to start a war.  The basic structure of this zone is shown by this picture. 

  So now we know about what this DMZ is what is the fuss with this? The answer for this question
 requires a bit of historical knowledge about the Korean War. The Korean War started in 1950 and was ended in 1953. The part where we have to focus on is the year this war ended ; 1953. So this DMZ was established in 1953 and for 60 full years any human activities was restricted leaving this strip of land untouched of any human company. In this 60 years this zone was able to recover their original state while the other parts of the world was being destroyed by us humans. For this reservation this zone is in a very subtle position in both political and environmental state. This also serves as  a reason why we are doing a research project here. 


  Due to the fact that today was the first trip to this Zone we didn't start right onto the research but had a look around this DMZ. Tasting the
 atmosphere of the surrounding environment. During this tour I was astonished to see so many creature living in this environment and was able to really feel for myself how much environment destruction have progressed in our society. 


  The teachers(?) at there told us that we only brimmed the surface of the whole yet. I'm so excited and looking forward to the next investigation already!  :)


Monday, June 3, 2013

2nd TOEFL ESSAY

Topic : The 21st century has begun. What changes do you think this new century will bring? Use examples and details in your answer.


131052 노형석(Roh Hyung-Seok)


  Immortality. This simple concept has grasped the whole attention of the human race for a long time and is still motivating us to move forward. As a matter of fact this longing for a longer life is actually paying off. The average life expectancy today has considerably risen than the past. However the human race in the 20th century have faced some kind of barrier which have been unable to overcome ; blocking them to reach higher to the level where the average age of death would be three digit numbers. However now in the 21th century we have finally found the key which would humble these barriers ; iPS Cells and Nano technology.


  Ninety percent of all the disease occuring around the globe is due to the malfunctioning of particular genes in stem cells. For it is the stem cells that replicate the particular cells suited for a particular function. Therefore the stem cells have been the target for many biologists since its discovery. Originally there has only been two types of stem cells ; embryonic stem cell and adult stem cell. However a new kind of stem cell called the iPS cell has been discovered recently by Shinya Yamanaka, a scientist. To briefly introduce the basic concept of this iPSC(induced Pluripotent Stem Cell), it is  a stem cell with select features from both embryonic stem cell and adult stem cell. While the embryonic stem cell brought about human right issues and adult stem cell research show too slow progress, the iPSC is a stem cell which the transcription are reversed. In this way this iPCS has the possibility to become any organ while keeping the human right issue off the table. By this, diseases serious such as Leukemia and AIDS become theoretically curable.


  Nanotechnology is also a rising subject of study these days. Even though through the invention of iPSC we have found the way to cure diseases so called "incurable diseases". The progress of implanting the iPCS in exchange for the malfunctioning stem cell is still a challenge with sheer chance of success with the old technologies. This is where the nanotechnology comes in. Able to control robots in a nanometer scale the precision in which the robots could substitute the stem cell would be much more accurate than before thus saving precious time and resources. Furthermore by injecting nano-sized robots into the blood vessel of the human body us humans could get a daily feedback about your health status. Enabling you to take early actions to whether to cure or prevent certain diseases

  In conclusion, the presence of human life is the most important factor valued in the 21th century. For without life there are no reason whatsoever to chase after other different changes for you will not be there to enjoy it. So through this two technology ; iPSC and Nanotechnology it has allowed us to take one step towards immortality. And this is the change I believe would have the most important impact to the human society in the 21th century.



Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Back to Life

Here I am once again back from fairyland and back to daily life :(

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Reflection on the in-class response to Body Ritual Among the Nacirema _ by Horace Miner

"The magical beliefs and practices of the Nacirema present such unusual aspects that it seems desirable to describe them as an example of the extremes to which human behavior can go."

  In the 3 seconds I read this very sentence every prejudice, stereotype for this piece of writing was decided. The first time I read this short essay I had no whatsoever clue that this essay would be devoted in criticizing the American Society, but randomly guessed that it would describe some sadistic tribe somewhere in Africa. Looking back I'm beginning to doubt whether the situation would have been any better even after we were given the chance to read the essay again and again. So mainly in this essay I would cover two factors ; my first reaction when I realized the true meaning of "Nacirema" and how this experience affected how I view or interact with different cultures.

  I and the rest of my class was given this essay on "Nacirema" very abruptly, without any heads up. So the overall feeling when we started reading was a complex mixture of being perplexed and puzzled. This feeling of perplexity got more pronounced with each sentence we read. How it talks about a tribe called Nacirema and describing in detail each consisting members such as "shrine box", "holy-mouth-man", "medicine men", "listener", and "latipso" was kind of too much to comprehend all at once. With the feeling of puzzled at its peak I started to write down the in-class essay barely managing to read the script in time. So the class ended like that without any further mentioning of the topic from Mr. Menard. Then it wasn't until the next class that everyone (well everyone except Stark) was dumbfounded after realizing the true meaning in the script. It just all made sense "characterized by a highly developed market economy" meaning the developed market system of USA, "shrine box" symbolizing the medicine cabinet at the toilet, "holy-mouth-man" the dentist, "medicine men" the pharmacist, "listener" the psychiatrist, and "latipso" meaning the hospital. It was just amazing that someone was able to come up with the simple but brilliant idea of relocation the alphabets backwards. In addition to this the fact that this script was written in 1956 was just mind blowing but, the fact that this script was written considerably long time ago also points out how long and serious this "Lookism" is in the US society have been going on. So I was able to realize that this is a serious problem and we better fix it before it gets out of hands.






  As I mentioned previously while I was reading this script even though the script said that Nacirema was a North American group, I completely forgot about this and assumed that this tribe would be one of the uncivilized tribes living in the rainforests somewhere in South America. Like this I was able to notice myself that in my unconsciousness I was having this stereotype that uncivilized group would be located at places like Africa, South America while the civilized society would be located in Europe, North America and East Asia. This realization of my own stereotype was kind of a shock to me for I thought of myself as a person with delicate objective perspective. Anyway this was certainly a kind of a motivation for me and the way how I viewed other cultures have changed considerable amount since then. I'm not saying that there aren't good or bad cultures I'm not saying that, of course there are cultures that are morally wrong. Such as the cultures of the Muslims that discriminates women. Which could be seen as outraging the very core of Human Rights ; Freedom. The changes I have faced is not the matter of right and wrong of each culture but about the fact that cultures from more developed countries doesn't necessary mean that the culture is more developed. So I've decided when interacting with foreigners with different cultural background I wouldn't decipher his or her value based on the country the person is from but measure his or her value purely on the culture itself.

  To rap it up, this script about "Nacirema" was a cultural shock to me. In both informative and perspective way. Firstly it pointed out the serious problem of "Lookism" happening in the US. Secondly it showed my own wrong stereotype motivating me to look at different cultures in a completely new perspective. Furthermore during the time while reading and analyzing this script I thought about the effective ways of writing. In this case by relocating the alphabets backwards and pretending to be completely different concept highly made this script effective for this method was fresh and grasped every reader's full attention. Overall, reading and writing this script's reflection was unique and meaningful experience which I won't be forgetting any time soon.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Thursday....


Seriously looking forward to weekends.......

Need for Refreshment!

Certainly it is such a relief that the midterm is over and I'm very happy about it. But the after shock of the exam is finally catching up with me.

First of all the lack of sleep is ruining my whole day. For a man to carry on his normal life he needs to follow the bio-rhythm. But this lack of sleep is completely tearing apart this bio-rhythm which I have become used to.

Secondly , about the scores of the midterm. Many says that scores in KMLA would be completely different than what we used to get in out middle school. But actually facing these shocking scores it was kind of a blow to my head. Making me anxious and stressed out about the overall GPA.

SO! It seems I certainly need a refreshment and refreshment is actually of the way!

THE VISION TRIP




At May 8th all the 18th waves are hopping onto a plane to both Europe or USA for the 10 night 11 days journey. The fundamental purpose of this trip is to let us see the wide world outside from Korea and help us to set a vision for out future career. But, it basically is having a fun time with our peers :)

It's the second time I'm visiting the USA since the time I visited it 10 years ago. !0 years is a long time and variety of things have changed around the world in the past 10 years. So it would be kind of a special moment for me able to compare the two separate moments differed by 10 years of time.

In this trip we would be visiting various colleges such as IVY Leagues. And though it might give some pressure about our future career I believe and hope that this trip would serve me the right refreshment for me to wake up from this dull state and start over again.